Khamis, 7 Oktober 2010

S.E.S.U.C.I L.E.B.A.R.A.N

Alhamdulillah....hri nh dh msuk hri raya ke-5....sumenye bek2 sj....
                    Rya thun nh xla semeriah thun2 yg lps...tp sr0n0k...=)) xtau kt mn yg sron0k nye tu...heee~by da way...everythings is ok....duit rya dh kurg thun nh cz dh bsr dh....insyaALLAH..thun dpn blh dh bg duit rya kt org2 plk...aminnnn....=).....
                    Rya thn nh jgk ckup brmkna cz...kwn2 yg dh 6thn xjmpa...jmpa kmbli....bt nik,gj0e,ser0,e-0ne n wara (ur husband too)...thnx 4 c0me t0 my h0me k...really appreciated dats,especially to nik....hee...=)) n last...rya thn nh jgk agk memenatkn cket......hepi fun laaa...=D

raya.....raya......raya!!!

Selasa, 7 September 2010

...harusku tinggalkan CINTA.....

Rossa – Ayat-Ayat Cinta

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cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
cintaku padamu

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seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
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ketika ku bersujud

y0u kn0w its true.......

....b0ring sesangat rasanye klu "m.c" nh...lbih2 lg bln puase...biasenye lps s0lat subuh brjemaah,klu x "m.c" tu...blh la bc2 cket 'kalamullah'...well,xpelh....jnji hati snng jgk...=)
hmmm.....actually hati rs tenang cket hri nh dr day after yesterday...lps luahkn cket ap yg trbuku dhati wif my sisters...najibah....mlm kelmarin....=) kdg2 ble ad mslh,sharing wif s0me0ne we can trust is better then simpan sorg2 mslh tu,lg mnyesakkan hati adlh....dlu klu sy ad pr0b cket ke byk ke...diary lh sgala2nye..bc0z ble kite dpt luahkn ap yg kite rs dlm diary,rs mcm lega cket....n then,sy akn 'flashback' balik ap yg sy tulis tu ms2 akn dtg.itu yg pling best sbnrnye.....=))
....skrg nh dh ad bl0g..kirenye blh tahan lh jgk...huhu~ tp...hati rs skit lg skrg nh...rs mcm dh bengkak dh...=( luka lme berdarah kmbali agaknye....really h0pe dats its n0t will happened again! benci ble trpaksa jd hipokrit pd prasaan sdri,sedangkn ianye ssuatu yg menyakitkn dan membebankan....tp,itulh hakikatnye skrg,nk xnk..i must accepted! b str0ng gurl....

Ahad, 5 September 2010

peri0d pain!!!

uhhh~
         .....i g0t peri0d pain again t0day! xde m00d sesangat skrg nh..kpla pn skit2...tensi0n, stress, mcm2 lg...huhh! tmbh2 bln p0se nh...lg la jiwa nh xtenteram dbuatnye...ad0iii...=(
      Actually,bkn cz nh je bt sy stress...but,ad smthng things yg len yg buatkn sy rs mcm...arrggghhhhhh!!! seriously....i'm feel s0 bad! nape suke sgt larikn dri ble ad mslh?? nape xnk discuss n try t0 s0lve the pr0b?? huhh....tu la mnusia...ssh nk ramal...ble snng cri kite...ble ssh tgglkn mcm tu....mcm la kite nh xde prasaan n die sorg je ad prasaan....ingt kite nh ank patung ke...blh bt sesuke hati je....mls la nk pk kn bnda2 remeh cm nh...tp klu xpk..lg nk pk...aduhhh...tensi0n smkin brtambah2 nh...!!! heLP...HELP....HELP....=((

Jumaat, 27 Ogos 2010

y0u can....

Take me where I've never been,
Help me on my feet again.
Show me that good things come to those who wait.
Tell me I'm not on my own.
Tell me I won't be alone.
Tell me what I'm feelin' isn't some mistake.
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.
 Save me from myself, you can.
And it's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

n0tHiNgs G0nNa cHaNge mY L0vE f0r y0u~

nk smbung blik citer psl fmily hr tu.....
                 
ABDUL RASHID BIN AWANG_07/11/1957
                        ~ABAH....snng citer klu tgk dr segi luarannye abah mmg sorg yg TEGAS..dan hakikatnye mmg bgtulh..so xhairan la klu org len tgk abah pn blh agak dh die mcm mn...tp tegas2 die pn,die sorg yg pnyayang...bak kta my m0m "abah tu syg lbih kt ank2 die"...=)) sbnrnye abah sp0rting..,die xksh ank2 die kwn ngn spe,c0uple ngn spe,spe yg ank2 die jmput dtg umah,kuar ngn spe...jnji tau jga batas2 dri...die okez je,cme kite sdri yg kna phm die mcm mn..sbb abah kdg2 die jns yg 'xtnjuk' apa yg die bt tu...ckup L0W PR0FILE in HIGH INSTINCT...dats why i like to said.."SaYa anak ABAH"...heee=)

NOOR HAZANI BINTI OTHMAN_05/04/1968
                          ~MA....she da BEST! ma bknlh jns yg rumit mcm abah...hehe..ma s0rg yg sp0rting sgt2..die jns yg xkisah..but at da same time..ad ktegasannye,xmcm abah...so,nk amik hti die mmg xssh...kdg2 tu die yg amik hti kite dlu...xkirelh u all mcm mn pn..ma trime je...kdg2 sorg yg kelam kabut dan suke amik srius pd sstu prkra yg xspttnye...nth ap2 pn blh jd kelam kabut...hahaha~(sikap ma yg nh la abah xsuke...i kn0w'it..huhu)...by da way..ma adlh kwn yg PALING TERBAIK bg sy...L0V Y0U M0M!!!

ERNEY MARLINA BINTI ABDUL RASHID_20/08/1985

                          ~KAK L0NG....kami adik bradik dh knl sgt ngn prangai kakl0ng kami nh...die s0rg yg sukar utk dfhami,lbih2 ag org yg xknl die...xbyk ckp,pendiam,suke bt hal sdri...kdg2 org xtau yg die ank sulung cz sikap die yg mcm tu....myb,abah ngn ma trlalu 'biarkn' die bt hal sdri,so..mcm xkshlh ap yg die nk bt...high maintenance,eg0,slalu je nk btl dlm sume hal...but,die s0rg kakak yg prihatin sbb slalu belikn adik2 die hdiah,sp0nsor kmi jln2...=)...wlau ap pn..i kn0w..she try t0 b da BEST SISTER...gudluck sis!

MASTURA BINTI ABDUL RASHID_26/05/1987

                        ~KAK NGAH....sy lh 0wner bl0g nh...hikhik..:p xpndailh sy nk xplain ab0t me..s0,kenali lh sy sdri...hbs cter..lps tu u all pndai2 la judge me sdri...=) bak kata pepatah " xknl maka xcinta"...jgn jtuh cinta sdhlaa...WARNING! hahaha~ stu hal nk bgtau..sy sbnrnye pkai spek (kna pkai sbnrnye) sbb rbun jauh,klu nk suh cr 0rg mmg failed cz sume 0rg mcm nmpk sme je...hahaha~ tp sy xsuke sgt nk pkai spek,rs mcm ad benda je duk ats mata nh..h0h0h0~..tp pkai jgklh...kdg2 n trpksa,klu x mata msti rs skit....ad org ckp sy nmpk matured ble pkai spek...ad org ckp ag sy nmpk lg c0mey ble pkai spek...hmmm...ap2 pn...ad i kisah??? hikhik..=)) jnji kite ikhlas n selesa ngn ap yg kite bt..dh ckup bg sy...aminnn~

MARTHIAH BINTI ABDUL RASHID_26/05/1987
                            ~KAK CIK.....haaa..prasan x muke kami sme??? nh la my twins...=) tp dh ramai dh yg tau kmi nh twins....biaselh...hehehe~ tp klu knl lme2 xsme pn muke kmi...blh beza tau....SERUPA TP BERBEZA...mmg jelas..byk prbezaan antra kmi,mmg jauh la bezanye...i th0ugh myb...huhu~ i always think n said she best fr0m me..m0re gud then me...=) S0PAN,AYU,LEMAH LEMBUT...ad ciri2 gdis mlyu utk msim yg strusnye...srius..h0h0~ bkn nk memuji kmbr sdri,tp mnyatakn sbuah hakikat yg sy tau... Tp die lbih srius brbnding sy yg giler2 cket (byk kot..he3!)...matured..tp yg pling pnting die mmg sorg yg trlalu lmh lmbut..cz tu Mr.ADIB trpikat...0ppss trsasul lak...ngeee:D (p/s:klu awk nk mrh sy pn xksh la kakcik..xtkut pn..hihi)

AL-NAJIBAH BINTI ABDUL RASHID_10/04/1989
             ~NAJIBAH a.k.a Cheq Na (hny nurfa je yg pggil gelaran nh..huhh!)....bdk njibah nh mmg blh jd kwn bek sy lh..cz die pn prangai giler2 like me...itu yg pnting..heee~ DEGIL,KERAS KEPALA,WARAK (nh yg pnting..haa..klu bab nh blh la ngam ngn kakcik...=)..) xsuke sgt dgr nsihat org,klu die ckp tu..tu lh jgk yg die akn bt...keras2 kpala die pn ,nangis jgk klu sy bg 'tazkirah' kt die..kn jibah kn??...

MUHAMMAD AL-SYAHID BIN ABDUL RASHID _03/09/1991
                     ~A'ID....ank laki sulung n adik laki sy yg pling hensem die lh...hee.(jgn prasan eh aid..adik2 laki k.ngah sumenye hensem2)...syahid nh die sl0w je orgnye..l0w pr0file mcm abah..xsuke mnunjuk2...s0metimes die pn kelam kabut like m0m...haha.. yg pling ma xtahan ngn sikap die adlh tdo mati...klu dh tdo..mtk ampun la sgt2..hbis sumpah seranah pn blm tntu die bgun...ishk3...syahid...syahid... Die pantang klu kite usik brang2 die,cz die jns yg xprcykn org..mcm abah jgk laa...sy pn..hehe~

PUTERI MALIKAH BINTI ABDUL RASHID_26/09/1993
 ~IKAH....nme die s0rg je yg ad puteri..kami xde pn abah ltk puteri kt pangkal nme...kn bgus klu ad...PUTERI MASTURA...mcm eksyen je lbih...hahaha~ ad sbb npe abah ltk nme puteri tu...tny la abah sdri...:p kirenye die special kes cket,cz ms kcik2 dlu die ad pr0b ngn tekak die,kna operate...dats why laa...=) malikah..slalu la kna bebel ngn ma n abah,die ingt ma ngn abah xsyg die cm adk brdik len (hr tu sy ad trbc diari die...huhu)..tp sbnrnye die mmg suke bt org bebel kt die..tu la malikah...klu nk suh die bt kje kna ckp stu prsatu,klu x mmg die akn bt keje spruh jln...xde sikap utk brdikari..trlalu brgantung pd org len..hmm...sbb tu la kna bebel je....

MUHAMMAD ATIQULLAH BIN ABDUL RASHID_17/08/1994
                    ~ATIQ.....hitam manis orgnye..(prasan la tu atiq)...tp die mmg yg pling 'gelap' dlm adik bradik kmi...hee..slalu je kna buli..:D... atiq nh..mulut die mmg laser jgklaa..bg dpn2 mcm tu je klu kutuk org...lngsung xpk dlu nk ckp...high maintenance mcm kakl0ng...sumenye nk yg terbek dan nmpak 'gah'..huhh~ klu nk suh bt ss2 tu...mmg ssh..bt ltih mulut je ckp...:p tp die mmg pndai..slalu bgun pg2 or tgh mlm tuk study...dlu lg rjin skrg dh kurg rjin cket...ishk3...ap nk jd....hmm...D0NT TAKE'IT EASY!! skrg dh ad m0t0r lg la kurg rjin...bsuh m0t0r tu 2xshari...rjin la plk klu bab2 mot0r....aduhhh...

MUHAMMAD KHALIFAH BIN ABDUL RASHID_17/07/1998
                  ~ADIK.....pnggilan adik tu sbb die jd ank b0ngsu utk temp0h yg lme...10thun..lps 10thn...br wjud NURFA....haa,bezanye mmg jauh....sbb tu lh khalifah nh die mnja cket,lbih2 lg die ank b0ngsu laki....klu kakak2nye duk dlm blik,msti die akn mnyibukkn diri jgk...die suke sgt j0in kteorg....brbnding ngn syahid n atiq...suke mrajuk tu lumrah la klu ank b0ngsu..tp khalifah nh jns yg xamik ksh psl org len..die suke bt hal sdri je...h0bi yg pling die suke adlh berternak...plik kn bunyi nye...tp tu lh khalifah...kdg2 die p kdai snyp2 je bli ayam,burung puyuh...mcm2 ag laa...smata2 tkut kna mrh ngn ma n abah...he's like KAMPUNG B0Y...lbih kurg laa...die xsuke klu pggil die adik,dlu b4 ad nurfa xpe...tp skrg je xblh...segan la tuu...=))

NURFATAHIYAH BINTI ABDUL RASHID_09/05/2006
                             ~NURFA a.k.a 0PA a.k.a ADIK a.k.a BABY.....pnyelh byk nicnme nye..smpaikn xtau dh nk pggil ap...mcm tuan nye jgk la,byk RAGAM...nh la adik b0ngsu kami...my LITTLE BUDDY GIRLZ!...trlalu mngada2..biaselh,die ad rmai kakak ngn abg2...sbb tu lh jd ngada2,lbih2 ag ma ngn abah trlalu mnjakn die...abah klu nurfa ajk p mkn KFC ikut je khdknye...ma pn sme,klu p kdai die nk ap bli je...tp kcik2 dh pndai brkata2 dh,klu brckp mmg mnng die lh...pndai je mnjwb...tp sbb prngai die yg mcm tu la bt kmi ketawa...klu xde die,mmg rs sunyi la umah nh....die lbih rpat ngn kakcik die berbnding ngn kakngah,katanye kakngah 'bekeng' slalu mrh die...hee...well,bkn kakngah sngaja nk bt cm tu dear....tp mmg,sy jrang nk ikut khdk die sgt,nk lbih tegas....by da way,she makes our life C0MPLICATED already....=)
redhalh hidup kami Ya ALLAH...
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